The bead that drops gently against the lily,

moving ever so slightly, it rolls down the plane

Lush green that you can smell in spring spreads across the water

Each to a post a point to levy a spot on the water

The green is met by the colors of spring, shaped a flower

This bloom to catch the droplets to satisfy, each quench

This lily is not alone, but a company of three

Each catching the drops of water, taking motion,

To cast a ripple across the pond, each bigger than the last clashing

Fighting the bombardment of water droplets,

To reach the edge of the long pond

The sun hides behind the rejuvenation,

All while I stare up at each drop falling

Droughted in merciless anxiety

The mind that plays tricks

The soul that reaches for the sun

Each day moving forward

The existence of a thought to be

Running far from fears behind you

To reach the soul and be reborn

To pick up the pieces from the crash

To move forward, to be alive

To look forward to the next day

The will to become better

The strength to be bold

The destination we chase

Letting go of the pain

We live to be free once more

We walk miles in life

We lay to rest our minds

To be moved by pulses of energy

We never take back what our thoughts give

To become one with ourselves

Each instance a movement forward

To banter the very sight of what lies beneath

A breath to take in the chaos

Pushed to the brink of racing minds

A thought to build us up

Or to tear us down

The plea to be heard

In the voice of our mind

Bring peace instead of frailty

Cast your demon aside

To total war we go

Lest the sun shimmers amongst the glass

The bitter cold hits each pane

Trying to break free from the silence

Feeling the warm of the morning sun’s embrace

Each flake forms the ice into a sheet

The perpetual dance of each layer

The scene turned white

Winter has found a home

On the window through I gaze

Looking for answers to my deepest thought

Here marks the end of a story

I do not know if I will see you again

I do not know if I will feel anything

I don’t know if I made the right choice

In the end I must stand for my own worth

I must not cave for my kindness

My heart does mourn

My soul does cry

Even when you left I still held on

You’re gone and it feels like a bomb went off

The light will return

But for now I remain in the shadow

Farewell

You pushed me away

Ignored the simplest thing

Lacking the communication

I feel falling far back into the oceans current

Drifting further and further away

From you

All you have to do is care

There is just silence in the wind

Being torn by both sides

Race matters to none

Divided by deference

Where character means nothing

I cannot match either side

Casted out it is lonely

A world where I do not fit in

A world where love never reaches my heart

A world where I am used for my kindness

A world where I feel I do not belong

A world where I keep my heart closed now

A world, dark and baron

A world where I live, alone

Forever drifting

Searching to be

The fight through the Storms

I will always swim to you

Where the tides begin

The moment we danced at the oceans edge, will always be with me EDC.

You can sit there and say you know me

Well you don’t not even a little

You don’t know what I feel

Nor the pain I’ve endured

Like you give a shit

Standing there you think of me to be

Bewildered and naive

You couldn’t be further from the truth

It’s like I am not aloud to feel

To request such is treachery

Like I am not a person

The world is lonely and dark

Just don’t understand me at all

Or care to

I’m just convenient

And that is how I feel right now

For all the riches and glory

All the fame and fortune

All the power and the land

All the lust for luxury

I only want one thing

The one thing I seem to come close

But never obtain

The hand that reaches for the door

But the door closes on the face

Only one thing

I don’t need anything else

Or want anything else

But you