Turbulent yet satisfying

Dry your eyes

Hold that breath

Every second is grateful

Life is hard

But you are strong

“Oh how you’re so happy and cheerful”

I’m really not, the violent implosion under it all is tearing me apart

The difference is I stay optimistic and hope where there is none

Of course I don’t want to exist, but I have to

Of course I feel dead inside, but I bury it

Of course I feel alone and apart from everyone, but I hide it

Of course my heart and soul mourn, it only shows when I am alone

Of course I’m depressed, I just hide it away

Of course my mind stirs, I just don’t let it out

Of course I wish I had someone and was someone else

Of course I’m vulnerable, but I overpower it with laughter

These are the demons that lurk in my shadow

I am and always will be the person you see, just the Strom inside is the part that hides

If this is to be my end, then so be it

Otherwise, hurry up and leave, I don’t need these what if’s running around my head

There is a sense of serenity in the moment of closing your eyes with the sun beaming down, lighting the back of your eye lids. The sound of the waves crashing against the sand, the breeze cooling to the touch. The smell of the ocean and the taste of the salt spray. The heat against the skin, exciting your cells to darken. Your toes sift the sand. That is the moment where nothing else matters but the happiness in the moment.

To boast a breed of iniquity

To banter the thought of disbelief

To reach the pinnacle of disarray

Never to see what is forward

Never to see what was

Never to see what it is

To belong to the mundane

We react but never change

To the unwilling a stage we go

Pick your story and not your act

The moon rises to the west

Each tinker of light a star

The cool breeze that pushes the trees

The damp grass under your feet

The darkness hiding your fragility

Born into chaos the lamp is lit

The mile marker is set

How far are you willing to go through the night

Each tempest thought to carry

Each memory to forget

Each pain to endlessly endure

The twighlights decent to a dawn of purity

The night feels everlasting

Will tomorrow ever come?

Why…

You may be lost but I say

Come with me, be with me

And you will be found

EDC

I don’t know what to do anymore

I need to escape

Take me away

To the tangled void of eternity

Shrouded in darkness

Shrouded in silence

A glimmer of light nowhere to be seen

The very fabric of your being erased

The tormented space

Every trace of life exhausted

The end of a lit universe

The beginning of nothingness

Trillions of years wiped from History

Nothing, the empty space

The fate of our Universe